Starting fresh.

You are never too old to learn. You are always growing and progressing. I believe you really do "learn something new everyday" I've learned a lot about myself lately. mainly with guys. I'm a girl with morals and standards. I'm also very picky. I thought being picky was good, but i've learned i've been too picky. I won't even go out on a date with a guy unless I'm somewhat attracted to him or have interest. But how are you suppose to even know you are if you don't know him that well? Everyone deserves a chance, you never know. I've always wondered what was wrong with me, why can't I find a guy and then keep him.

This is what i've recently realized....

I've built up some heavy walls and I don't let myself be vulnerable with guys. I don't show how much I like or care about a guy cause i'm afraid of being hurt. But if I don't let those walls come down and open up and let myself be vulnerable with a guy i'll never find the one. If I do get hurt, that just means he's not the one for me because the guy that is won't hurt me.

It's a new week and i'm starting fresh. I'm giving more guys chances and letting myself open up and be vulnerable. I'm trying something new, something i've never let myself do before. And for once I can say i'm pretty happy where I'm at.